Battle within

The battle within me ended

lastly I'm at peace,

But now I want to stay at the same time I never feel like returning here ever again,

A place that once felt like home now just feels like a battle field where I died soo many times on my way to make it here,

the place where I lost myself soo many times that this victory also feels like a defeat,

The question is whether I stay and look for the pieces I lost or leave and never look back again ,

& Instead of trying to find something I lost, I'll create new memories for myself that I can reminisce and feel like home again...