Buried Alive

The feeling of being in pain at the same time trying to heal, you know what it feels like?

It's like you've been buried alive and you find yourself gasping for Air

every second feels like an hour, you struggle and keep struggling but you realise ,the more you struggle the less will be the air

You can feel the air leaving your lungs every milli second,

you can feel your heart pounding loud and clear, you can hear your breath fainting, you want to panic, but can't show cuz you'll run out of air,

You want to scream but you know that noone will hear you,

Then it's like either you want to go free or you just want to let go and let yourself die there

you don't wana struggle anymore cuz

it's too much to handle..u can't anymore

But you still keep getting that big gasps of air you find yourself struggling for air even if you don't have the will to do so...

it's soo painful and suffocating....knowing that there's no certainty if you'll ever make it out of it or...

you'll just die there alone waiting for somebody

to come and save you,

It's like knowing there's no certainty if you're gonna be in that pain forever struggling or you will heal someday, maybe, maybe not... you just feel like giving up everyday

& it's always the wait, the time between that not everyone is able to make through it...

The worst part is noone will actually come to save you, it's just you who can do that for yourself...

So there you have the two choices, which one would you choose?